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I <3 my cat TB. She rules.

I miss my saucy, red-headed roomie!

I am delicious.

I = recording engineer, most days.

I don't hate any kind of music. At all. Ever. No, seriously.

The goal of my blog: hopefully entertain you for about 2 minutes, maybe more, before you realize you have much better things to be doing (like reading someone else's blog!)

No, but seriously folks. I hope you and I can have a little heart to heart time on a regular basis, and if you need a friend I hope you come to my blog for comfort...

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Some kinda life…

Breathe.  Just freakin’ breathe.  For two days I’ve had to remind myself to just inhale and exhale.  Sometimes it hurts even to do that.  Stupid stupid chest pains.  My doctor had bad news for me today.  In regards to my chest pain, she wants me to get a couple x-rays and some blood work done.  Awesome.  In regards to the reason she actually called me, I have to have a biopsy done.  I’m not going into the reason why she called me, because I’m not ready to talk about it.  So don’t ask.  If you already know it’s because I wanted you specifically to know and that’s it.  The information train stops there.

I think the hardest part about all of this is that I feel like I’ve lost all control.  It’s like a train running downhill that I just can’t seem to stop.  It just picks up speed and eventually it’s going to jump the track.  What I’m afraid of is where I’ll be when it jumps.  That scares me more than anything right now.  Where will I be when I finally lose it?  When I finally can’t hang on to my sanity anymore.

*Sigh*